9
Freewriting
And look at me now…I’m a filthy, disgusting, nasty reproduction of him.
A junkie, an addict, I’m the cancer of society.
I’m what you wanted to protect us from.
Look at me now
locked up,
caught shooting that shit in my soul.
What makes me rest in peace
is writing this letter for you
Why am I going down
in this abyss I can’t move
my face hurts
losing everything
giving away what’s remaining of me
Stop this
leave me alone
I swear this was the last one
I’m leaving already
Darkness darkness I’m alone
Rage abyss
soon it will all end
I beg please bring me away
let me die just let me sleep
all this pain I cannot bear
I just want peace
It’s not my-
not my fault
Shit Shit
it’s dark I feel so alone
let me die
this was the last one mum, the very last one
here I come
here I come